Well I went into the same place I had my nose done and asked how much for them to draw the heart I want and tattoo it on me. It turned out to way cheaper than I thought and went for it right then, LOL. I have a heart with 4 slashes going through it with blood dripping off of it right over my heart. It was more painful than my other one but not as painful as I thought it would be for where its at. I didn't bleed much again which is a good thing and looks really cool already. I can't wait a couple more days for it to heal. LOL, the other one was healed in 4 days.

So far things have been going ok. Last week was hard but I survived and didn't kill anyone. It's amazing what you can do when you are forced to. I hate to pretend to be nice to someone one when all I want to do is hurt them and make sure I am never around them again.

I think what made me the most mad was that no one told me that this person was coming up. Not even when she walked through the door. If it wasn't for me over hearing their phone conversations, I would have never have known she was on her way up here. It is hard living with your ex's but by the end of the month they will be gone. I think I can last till then.

Anyways, I have to go shovel snow. I hope everyone is doing well. May the Goddess watch over, protect and bless you all.