Well after a lot of careful thinking the past few days, I walked into work today and quit.  After not being able to sleep due to pain and crying because of the pain.  I laid there thinking of why am I putting my health at risk working there? 

I can not afford to have so many Lupus flare ups so close together in less than a year.  As it is my life expectancy isn't great.  I fear that I will not see my daughter married. 

Where I worked would be fine but they chose not to make those that wouldn't work do their jobs.  I would end up doing theirs plus mine to get my work done.  That lead to me way over doing it and landed me now three times in the ER in less than sI ix months. 

I will be fine, I always am.  I have learned to deal with this with out much help from doctors.  I actually prefer it that way.  The less drugs I take the longer I have my liver and kidneys. 

Ok, enough for now time to get my pain meds.  I hope all is well with everyone.  May the Goddess watch over, protect and bless you all.